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Yeah so. It's been a while since I've updated.
I thought everyhting was gonna be okay for a while. I really did. I'm meeting new friends, my classes are great, and I get to work out whenever I want. I get along with my roommate. I get to work on the computer. I was gonna drive home and pick up my guitar and visit my cat and see people. My mom was gonna come see me soon.
And, yet, my grandmother now has colon cancer. Meaning that my mom has to live with her. Meaning she's abandoning out house in Vienna. Meaning my cats are all alone. I just want to go home and stay there. I just want to curl up in my old bed and be happy again.
I didn't think I would miss my family this much. I want to go to the gym. I want to eat something other than slim fast. I can't believe I keep sleeping through meals. x.x;
I thought everyhting was gonna be okay for a while. I really did. I'm meeting new friends, my classes are great, and I get to work out whenever I want. I get along with my roommate. I get to work on the computer. I was gonna drive home and pick up my guitar and visit my cat and see people. My mom was gonna come see me soon.
And, yet, my grandmother now has colon cancer. Meaning that my mom has to live with her. Meaning she's abandoning out house in Vienna. Meaning my cats are all alone. I just want to go home and stay there. I just want to curl up in my old bed and be happy again.
I didn't think I would miss my family this much. I want to go to the gym. I want to eat something other than slim fast. I can't believe I keep sleeping through meals. x.x;