So I have spent the last ten minutes trying to figure out some way to simply say hi without sounding lame or creepy.
Do you ever have ideas, dreams for your life that make absolutely no sense in terms of your life's plans?
I have dreamed of seeing the Northern Lights since I was a small child. Lately, as my life has become increasingly stagnant, I have begun daydreaming about them again. I find myself searching google for images of them, and then lose my perception of time and just stare.
I purchased a machine from Japan that is supposed to create moving images of them on my ceiling, and will turn it on while I drift off into sleep.
It has gotten to the point where I have looked into moving to Alaska for a year, to experience them. As I get older, it is almost as if I can feel my childhood dreams fading away, and have chosen to cling to this one last dream.
I wonder if I would truly find peace, watching the skies dance about move in the cold dark Alaskan winter?
Would you say that you feel peaceful currently? Is life what you thought it would be? How did you end up there? I cannot put my finger on it, but I feel unsettled in life lately.I find myself increasingly isolated, and drawn to writing stories about other people becoming detached from society in general.
Shit, That was a really long tangent with no real point. Basically, you seem rather interesting.
Well, its nice to meet you! Thanks for wanting to add me, I've added you now. I am trying to get to a place where I can let go of some of the dreams I've had that seem impossible to me now that I am not a teenager anymore, or a child. I heard once that you spend your entire adult life trying to figure out your childhood, I think that would include your dreams, wishes, ideas of the universe, as they were when you were young. I don't know. Anyways, I look forward to reading your journal. Get yourself to Alaska.
What are some of these dreams that you now consider impossible?
I have hesitant to abandon any of the dreams I have. I don't care how silly they may seem to others, they are what get me through the low points of my life, such as the one I currently find myself in.
Do you ever have ideas, dreams for your life that make absolutely no sense in terms of your life's plans?
I have dreamed of seeing the Northern Lights since I was a small child. Lately, as my life has become increasingly stagnant, I have begun daydreaming about them again. I find myself searching google for images of them, and then lose my perception of time and just stare.
I purchased a machine from Japan that is supposed to create moving images of them on my ceiling, and will turn it on while I drift off into sleep.
It has gotten to the point where I have looked into moving to Alaska for a year, to experience them. As I get older, it is almost as if I can feel my childhood dreams fading away, and have chosen to cling to this one last dream.
I wonder if I would truly find peace, watching the skies dance about move in the cold dark Alaskan winter?
Would you say that you feel peaceful currently? Is life what you thought it would be? How did you end up there? I cannot put my finger on it, but I feel unsettled in life lately.I find myself increasingly isolated, and drawn to writing stories about other people becoming detached from society in general.
Shit, That was a really long tangent with no real point. Basically, you seem rather interesting.
http://home.f01.itscom.net/spiral/t_rando/t_rando1.html
That list makes me want to go find something incredibly random.
Anyhow, I need more LJ friends, and I would like for you to be one of them.
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I have hesitant to abandon any of the dreams I have. I don't care how silly they may seem to others, they are what get me through the low points of my life, such as the one I currently find myself in.
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