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Nov 29, 2004 23:35

thanksgiving break was fabulous. it made me rather nostaglic, though for the home that will never-be again.

wednesday was fun mcfun. i ate quesadillas, got drunk, WENT LINE DANCING. this guy, shane, was looking rather attractive. it makes it so scandalous cuz his twin bro used to date my sister and now hes married so just dancing with him for 2 seconds is exciting. of course i just found out he was getting divorced...

following line dancing was a wonderful trip out to White Marsh. RANDOMLY ran into some old john carroll friends which made my night. then i slept with _____, proving closure to a situation i had associated such a negative ending with. of course, i must say the performance was alittle disappointing.

i was hungover thanksgiving morning and missed the parade and breakfast. that really upset me, i must say. i love holidays and traditions, and considering that nothing about this years holidays will be normal, the worst thing i could have done for the last thanksgiving in that house was miss the parade and breakfast.

i was apprehensive about thanksgiving dinner at the quinns. only because my grandma used to make me velveeta macaroni and cheese (i dont like most of thanksgiving dinner foods) and because i never get to see my georgia family. BUT the appetizers were good and the visit was pleasant.

party at my house on saturday- another enjoyable set of visits. some people bailed though, and i have lost a friend i used to care so dearly for. i realized my friendship with joe has dwindled to barely non-existant effort, and the sad thing is that he is willing to let it set sail. im mildly heartbroken, quite bitter, and sad to see what our friendship has become.

nice to see tanner again, but supposedly hes going to iraq. i did not like the little girlfriend display, not because i dislike her, she was very friendly, but out of jealously. im jealous that people can get themselves into situations that are awful, and yet live in contentment. if i could do that, id be so damn happy right now.

ive decided to take a break from "fooling around" and "hooking up." its just not for me right now. we have a beautiful christmas tree in our dorm room...i love it.
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