michelle
michelle, my cat, has died. im very, very sad. she was was part of my family and it is hard to see her go. she had a good cat life and i loved her a lot. she died peacefully.
my cousin bryan is getting married this weekend. I intend to fly down there, meet up with my cousin bekah, and go to this ceremony. i am alittle anxious to see how this incident will pan out...god only knows when dealing with my family.
george carlin is officially my hero. i always liked him, and thought he was very funny, most likely my favorite commedian. but now, having done alittle research on him, i have decided he is one of the most intellegent people, and i agree with his outlook on life and society.
my house is starting to feel the way it used to when i was a kid. attempts to feel that way for the last few years have been unsucessful due to the lack of two bodies. but now, for some reason, it feels the way it used to- most likely becaues i have been gone. but now that michelle is dead i doubt the feeling will last long. such a shame.
i'm attempting to work hard for the first time in my life. it is one of the most challenging things. homework for example: i try to do it with the TV on...get distracted. so i turn the tv off. i go to my desk. i try to do it at my computer, but i keep stopping and playing minesweeper/spider solitaire. so i go to my bed. i fall asleep. so then, i just keep putting it off. the other day i was walking down the street and i was yelling at myself . "just DO it...why dont you just do it. just do your work." so ive decided that my goal is just GET MY HOMEWORK DONE. its not like i'm doing something more important, i should do it- it isnt hard. but not because somebody told me to, but because i WANT to do it, because i want my grade to represent my grasp of the material, and i have never done poorly on something i tried at. (with exception to Mr. Holston telling me my coloring of the railroards and the united states was poorly done...in 11th grade....in a history class...which is partly the reason why i never colored a map for him again...and got 11 zeros, (but still got a B- in ur face pat fox)) today started off on that good foot cuz i did all my hw last night, but this moring i found out michelle died. everytime i think im getting somewhere new that i like - something changes. maaan i wish i believed in a god that had a plan for me, this would all be easier to handle...but purhaps suprises are better.
r.i.p michelle- i love you. u were the best cat in the world.
my cousin bryan is getting married this weekend. I intend to fly down there, meet up with my cousin bekah, and go to this ceremony. i am alittle anxious to see how this incident will pan out...god only knows when dealing with my family.
george carlin is officially my hero. i always liked him, and thought he was very funny, most likely my favorite commedian. but now, having done alittle research on him, i have decided he is one of the most intellegent people, and i agree with his outlook on life and society.
my house is starting to feel the way it used to when i was a kid. attempts to feel that way for the last few years have been unsucessful due to the lack of two bodies. but now, for some reason, it feels the way it used to- most likely becaues i have been gone. but now that michelle is dead i doubt the feeling will last long. such a shame.
i'm attempting to work hard for the first time in my life. it is one of the most challenging things. homework for example: i try to do it with the TV on...get distracted. so i turn the tv off. i go to my desk. i try to do it at my computer, but i keep stopping and playing minesweeper/spider solitaire. so i go to my bed. i fall asleep. so then, i just keep putting it off. the other day i was walking down the street and i was yelling at myself . "just DO it...why dont you just do it. just do your work." so ive decided that my goal is just GET MY HOMEWORK DONE. its not like i'm doing something more important, i should do it- it isnt hard. but not because somebody told me to, but because i WANT to do it, because i want my grade to represent my grasp of the material, and i have never done poorly on something i tried at. (with exception to Mr. Holston telling me my coloring of the railroards and the united states was poorly done...in 11th grade....in a history class...which is partly the reason why i never colored a map for him again...and got 11 zeros, (but still got a B- in ur face pat fox)) today started off on that good foot cuz i did all my hw last night, but this moring i found out michelle died. everytime i think im getting somewhere new that i like - something changes. maaan i wish i believed in a god that had a plan for me, this would all be easier to handle...but purhaps suprises are better.
r.i.p michelle- i love you. u were the best cat in the world.