Jan 27, 2008 21:17
So I reached that point in my life this weekend, where I realized how completely different my friends at home are, from my friends up here. There are good and bad things about both sides of course and I love both sets for different reasons. Sometimes misunderstandings can lead to hurt feelings, and then to huge blow ups. That's life. Some people don't think before they speak or judge people before they have even said hello, and that's fine. It's just some peoples personalities. What I did learn is that even when you don't pick a side, someone picks one for you. To the people who know what I'm talking about, I'm sorry that one misunderstanding led to another, and then to a huge over blown dramatic scene. I'm sorry that I couldn't have spent more time with some people. I'm disappointed that alcohol makes people act nothing like themselves. I'm confused as to why some people really don't think about how the things they say about people will make them react.
For the record I chose no side. No side was more right or wrong than the other. If I could I would go back and completely erase Friday night.
The worst thing of it all, is that I'm sad that I live in two completely separate worlds.
Hope to see all of you back in OUR world soon.
p.s. Lucy I love you. Thanks for making me pretty much almost pee my pants after a shitty night. That is why you are one of my other halves.