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So I just started to think this very second that my life is completely different then what it was a year ago. I am completely different then what I was a year ago. And more over everything is this world is completely different as well.
First off I'm no longer a senior out of high school. I remember high school as clear as day and I can't say I wish I could go back to those days. Though I had some great moments I am very glad I've left that period of my life. I honestly am happy where I've come to in life and the people I have met as well.
I think I'm a new person all together then what people used to remember me. My personality has changed but not in a bad way. I think I've become more wiser and more stronger. I can actually say no without feeling bad. And though there are moments where it is hard to hurt someones feelings I understand that sometimes I have to do what is best for me.
I'm different in school as well. In high school I took it as it came and I did whatever I had to do to pass and that was it. I never worked hard for something and I never gave anything more time then it needed. Now with school I'm so sure that I will get good grades. I work my butt off in all of my classes and I study to the point of no return. When I slack I feel guilty and when I succeed I feel proud. It's so different then how I used to be school.
Besides school I've gotten a new job for the summer. I'll be working in Macy's in their fragrances department and I'm actually pretty excited. It's been a while since I've worked a real job and I think this one will be alot of fun for me since I know some of the people who work there already.
I've come to a point in my life where I am also very independent yet still dependent as well. It sounds like an oxy moron statement but I'll explain. I pay all of my own bills and my parents help me with nothing. Yet I plan on selling my car and saving up again. I also have come to the point where every dollar counts. And its amazing when I do ask for help from others they are so willing to give it.
Most importantly I am in love. It is so different from my past because no matter if I had a relationship going for me or not I was never truly in love and I knew it. Yet this time I can truly say that I have found the man I plan on marrying and he thinks the same of me. I spend all my time with him and honestly I can't imagine a moment away. He's become every dream come true and every blessing answered. I think about all that he is done for me and I can't understand why he would do so much. Yet all of that doesn't matter because in the end of the day he has really become my best friend.
And by the end of this writing I really have no more to say because I think the entry speaks for itself.
First off I'm no longer a senior out of high school. I remember high school as clear as day and I can't say I wish I could go back to those days. Though I had some great moments I am very glad I've left that period of my life. I honestly am happy where I've come to in life and the people I have met as well.
I think I'm a new person all together then what people used to remember me. My personality has changed but not in a bad way. I think I've become more wiser and more stronger. I can actually say no without feeling bad. And though there are moments where it is hard to hurt someones feelings I understand that sometimes I have to do what is best for me.
I'm different in school as well. In high school I took it as it came and I did whatever I had to do to pass and that was it. I never worked hard for something and I never gave anything more time then it needed. Now with school I'm so sure that I will get good grades. I work my butt off in all of my classes and I study to the point of no return. When I slack I feel guilty and when I succeed I feel proud. It's so different then how I used to be school.
Besides school I've gotten a new job for the summer. I'll be working in Macy's in their fragrances department and I'm actually pretty excited. It's been a while since I've worked a real job and I think this one will be alot of fun for me since I know some of the people who work there already.
I've come to a point in my life where I am also very independent yet still dependent as well. It sounds like an oxy moron statement but I'll explain. I pay all of my own bills and my parents help me with nothing. Yet I plan on selling my car and saving up again. I also have come to the point where every dollar counts. And its amazing when I do ask for help from others they are so willing to give it.
Most importantly I am in love. It is so different from my past because no matter if I had a relationship going for me or not I was never truly in love and I knew it. Yet this time I can truly say that I have found the man I plan on marrying and he thinks the same of me. I spend all my time with him and honestly I can't imagine a moment away. He's become every dream come true and every blessing answered. I think about all that he is done for me and I can't understand why he would do so much. Yet all of that doesn't matter because in the end of the day he has really become my best friend.
And by the end of this writing I really have no more to say because I think the entry speaks for itself.