(#1744)

May 23, 2005 11:04

So. I have boxes. Ten, to be exact, plus three things I'm going to have the UPS dudes box up for me.

That's a lot of boxes. And there's another six waiting for me up there already.

My suitcases are packed. I've got my carry-ons organized.

I even took my stereo apart this morning.

I guess I'm really leaving. I hadn't thought I would, but here I am, leaving.

It's just.. big.

Cindy and Buck are really really ready for me to go. I don't think Cindy likes me much anyway, but they need me to go because I'm taking up space, and I cost money. They need money.

I don't like causing trouble for people. I don't mean to.

I don't know.. I guess I'm just guilt-ridden about a lot of things.

I wonder how much it'll cost to ship all this stuff that I have left to ship. I should be going today, so I'll find out soon. And I'll still have money left over afterward, hopefully.

I'm trying not to panic. The two people whose advice I trust the most have both told me that I will be fine.

What if they're wrong?
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