To My Travis...
Well I did it. I fell for you. The thing I said I wouldn't do. The reason I started talking to you...to stop me from falling for someone else. And then I fell.
So now you officially have complete control of my emotions. Congratulations. If your makin' me happy...then I'm happy. But when you fuck up...I won't eat or sleep until it's resolved.
I'm sorry it's such a massive deal to talk to me on the phone. Don't worry i'm not fuckin callin' your ass ever again. And until you figure out what the hell it is you want...ITS OVER. I'm not Anna, the little 14 year old...I'm a big girl and your either gonna treat me like one or someone else will treat me right. I'm not a toy to be played with. I'm a person with FEELINGS.... IMAGINE THAT...
Sucks being in a relationship...you gotta think about someone else. That mean that when you say your gonna call me YOU FUCKIN CALL unless your bleeding to death in the hospital. And if you EVER tell me that you didn't call because you "got busy playing video games" im gonna throw your damn XBOX out your window.
And the next time you wanna pull some bull shit like yesterday...THINK about what i'm doing right now. CRYING TRAVIS... You tel me not to and you tell me that it hurts you to see me cry but these past couple of weeks all I have done is CRY AND ITS GONNA STOP. If you were worth my tears you wouldn't be making me cry.
Yea you apoligized for not calling and said you fucked up..BUT YOU DID IT THE VERY NEXT DAY. I mean, is talking to me that bad? WTF is going on? TALK TO ME! I don't want you to I NEED you to. And you know what...quit comparing yourself to Aaron and Anthony. You will NEVER compare to either of them. You will never treat me as bad as Aaron treated me. You could never make me cry that much. It's not in your nature. And your not Anthony and you won't ever be Anthony so QUIT WITH ALL THE "YOU WISH I WAS HIM" Bullshit. I fucked that up to be with you...don't make me regret it Travis...
i know nothing is ever perfect in the beginning and it takes time to go down all of the bumpy roads but i assure you that i will go down every road until we reach the end because i cant take the chance of not when i know that you could honestly be the one
So now you officially have complete control of my emotions. Congratulations. If your makin' me happy...then I'm happy. But when you fuck up...I won't eat or sleep until it's resolved.
I'm sorry it's such a massive deal to talk to me on the phone. Don't worry i'm not fuckin callin' your ass ever again. And until you figure out what the hell it is you want...ITS OVER. I'm not Anna, the little 14 year old...I'm a big girl and your either gonna treat me like one or someone else will treat me right. I'm not a toy to be played with. I'm a person with FEELINGS.... IMAGINE THAT...
Sucks being in a relationship...you gotta think about someone else. That mean that when you say your gonna call me YOU FUCKIN CALL unless your bleeding to death in the hospital. And if you EVER tell me that you didn't call because you "got busy playing video games" im gonna throw your damn XBOX out your window.
And the next time you wanna pull some bull shit like yesterday...THINK about what i'm doing right now. CRYING TRAVIS... You tel me not to and you tell me that it hurts you to see me cry but these past couple of weeks all I have done is CRY AND ITS GONNA STOP. If you were worth my tears you wouldn't be making me cry.
Yea you apoligized for not calling and said you fucked up..BUT YOU DID IT THE VERY NEXT DAY. I mean, is talking to me that bad? WTF is going on? TALK TO ME! I don't want you to I NEED you to. And you know what...quit comparing yourself to Aaron and Anthony. You will NEVER compare to either of them. You will never treat me as bad as Aaron treated me. You could never make me cry that much. It's not in your nature. And your not Anthony and you won't ever be Anthony so QUIT WITH ALL THE "YOU WISH I WAS HIM" Bullshit. I fucked that up to be with you...don't make me regret it Travis...
i know nothing is ever perfect in the beginning and it takes time to go down all of the bumpy roads but i assure you that i will go down every road until we reach the end because i cant take the chance of not when i know that you could honestly be the one