Long time...game played, lesson learned.You won.
So yeah it's been forever since I've written in this. But it seems to be every time that I have something monumental to announce. (Or at least I think that it is at the moment.) But this seems to help in whatever mood that I'm in. So yeah. I'm so hurt and confused. Why don't people just say what they think, and actually feel instead of going around it? Or why do people keep secrets from those that they love? (Are they trying to protect them from something they did/say? And if so then why do it to begin with? Then you wouldn't have to keep it from them.) The funny thing is that no matter how much you try it'll always come out; it'll slip, someone will figure it out, it becomes obvious, so many things. Someone will get upset use it for revenge-to get back. But then you'll always try to justify your remarks and actions, with something so illogical. ..I'm done. Not really, but then will I ever be? No. I'm a loser. But then "only the losers win", but I've got a lot to loose. *TEAR*