My new life
my new life is a lot different than i had expected. im feeling more and more homsick. i think the allusion that im only playing house is finally starting to set in. i miss my mom, my sister my family. my cousins who were my best friends. always a sure shoulder to lean on when i was sad, and always a good laugh. i think what im missing is my own friend. someone other than the boys that im stuck with on a day to day bases. i thought having guys as friends was better, but im missing girl talk. ive never unserstood the sex and the city circle of friends. i wish i could have someone that close. for me its always been my family. and now being torn away from them is hitting me hard. im so lonely now. i know tomorrow morning ill feel better. i feel like this every week, at least once. i cant wait until next month. ill get to see my sister and my cousins again. until then, ill have to start making friends.