Dec 14, 2004 16:00
It all just seems so ridiculous.
sorry.
I guess I am unreceptive to things lately.
If you aren't happy... change it... no more complaining.
I need to heed my own advice and find a new job asap.. maybe that asap will come after the new year... but nontheless.. it will be soon.
I want to tell him every inch of me but my lips can't seem to find the words. I wish I was better expressing my feelings. This is simply the most amazing feeling I have yet to experience. "he will catch me if I fall..."
What a beautiful, but cold day it is. I wish I was somewhere anywhere but here.
Went to see Clutch last night at the New Daisy. I always assocaiated this band with a hard metal genre. To my dismay, it was more like a hippy jam band rock. I actually enjoyed the show. The company of Blake, Scotty, and all the CN kids made my night enjoyable.
Cory Branan is playing the hi-tone tomorrow night. I really want to go.
Lucero plays the new daisy on the 31st of December. This would be New Years Eve.yay.
Last week I went to see shawn at the smith seven house. I miss talks with him. It seems like no matter how much time goes by without us talking or hanging out, we tend to catch eachother up on our lives in a matter of moments. I hold him dearly to my heart and consider him a good friend.
Thank you Shawn.
Jennifer comes back for Christmas next week. I miss that girl like crazy. She gives me my sanity through email.
love her.
Olivia .. when do you get out of school dear...???
I might have an inkling to go to the Cue tonight for free beer. who know... my mind is contantly changing..
anyways.. I have said enough for now