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i don't really feel like updating this, but it's 11:30 in the morning on a sunday, what else do i have to do that's 10 times better than this? you're right. nothing!
so i don't understand what the deal is with this one person. i talked to liz last nite, too bad i never met her a while ago..haha she's the sweetest girl ever & we see eye to eye on just about everything hahaha (seperated at birth, hahaha!)..oh & this journal is going to be extremely random, just deal.
this person that's being all weird is driving me insane, i shouldn't even think about it like i do, but eh..what can you do? AND come to think of it, it shouldn't even phase me because this is the second time it's happened this way. i've stopped talking to this person, so that..well lets call this person..john (original i know..) okay anyway, i've stopped talking to "john" because i don't wanna deal with this anymore, and "john" and then "john" can overthink or just think in general about whatever he'd like to. but i think he should probably understand that i'm not a scary person, i'm easy to talk to if you try, and i'm not a little girl..i'm not one of these 16..17 year old girls he prefers..so i prefer talking about any sort of situation rather than ignoring and letting it magically fix itself. but if this is what "john" prefers to do and sees this as the perfect solution, so be it. you can't make someone change because YOU want them to, they have to realize it in themselves. and that's probably the hardest thing to deal with, hahah because you want them to realize how dumb their being but you can't tell them, because then you've created a whole NEW issue. complicated & ridiculous.
so i'm off today and tomorrow, and i was SUPPOSED to be off on friday but i wasn't and i had to go in on saturday =/ lame.
well i'm gonna go, i just had to get that "john" issue out of the way.
so i don't understand what the deal is with this one person. i talked to liz last nite, too bad i never met her a while ago..haha she's the sweetest girl ever & we see eye to eye on just about everything hahaha (seperated at birth, hahaha!)..oh & this journal is going to be extremely random, just deal.
this person that's being all weird is driving me insane, i shouldn't even think about it like i do, but eh..what can you do? AND come to think of it, it shouldn't even phase me because this is the second time it's happened this way. i've stopped talking to this person, so that..well lets call this person..john (original i know..) okay anyway, i've stopped talking to "john" because i don't wanna deal with this anymore, and "john" and then "john" can overthink or just think in general about whatever he'd like to. but i think he should probably understand that i'm not a scary person, i'm easy to talk to if you try, and i'm not a little girl..i'm not one of these 16..17 year old girls he prefers..so i prefer talking about any sort of situation rather than ignoring and letting it magically fix itself. but if this is what "john" prefers to do and sees this as the perfect solution, so be it. you can't make someone change because YOU want them to, they have to realize it in themselves. and that's probably the hardest thing to deal with, hahah because you want them to realize how dumb their being but you can't tell them, because then you've created a whole NEW issue. complicated & ridiculous.
so i'm off today and tomorrow, and i was SUPPOSED to be off on friday but i wasn't and i had to go in on saturday =/ lame.
well i'm gonna go, i just had to get that "john" issue out of the way.