cause you're so perfect, and no one measures up..all by yourself & all messed up
everything is the same as it always is.
i work work work work and then sit at home on the weekends, unless i make plans..which is rare these days. sort of.
speaking of school, i miss it.. i can't wait to get back into it..i hate it but i love it. weird, i know. i'm sure once i get back into it, i'll be complaining..maybe. but college is a lot different from high school..and i know i'm not going to be given stupid worksheets to keep me entertained for an hour and a half.. i hated that, i always hurried up and finished so i could talk to everyone and NOT get in trouble for just sitting and socializing.
how crazy is it, in a few months it'll be a year since i've graduated. time goes by so fast, and usually people talk about how they've grown and changed..i'm not sure if i have or not. i'm sure i have..just not as much as everyone else. oh well, i'm okay with it. but sometimes i really wish i had. it's hard to explain, i feel more independent than i did a year ago..that's for sure. but other times i find myself wanting to just relax and not have to worry about working all the time, and saving up money so i can leave, and not having to take off work just so i could see my friends that i NEVER see anymore. i miss them so, so much. but since we're never around each other..when we do hang out i don't take it for granted like before when i could see them whenever.
but honestly, i wouldn't mind being back in 10th grade and being inseperable..and getting all ready with everyone to go to a show and being wide awake even though we hadn't really slept the night before because we were so excited to go. nations. club v. how could we ever forget?!
OH! i almost forgot. back to the whole "going back to school" thing.. i know what i want to do now. no more psychology, as interesting as it is to me. i'd rather be a teacher, a history teacher. that was my FAVORITE class, it always has been, and it was always the only one i ever had a really good grade in and i stayed awake for. hahaha. hopefully i don't change my mind. knowing me..i just MIGHT..i've gone from wanting to be a..singer/actress/model/meteorologist (don't ask about the first three) to wanting to be a teacher.. oh & i can't forget, i wanted to be an astronaut as well. hahah i really should make up my mind..i'm pretty set on this whole..history teacher thing. but you never know.
i just don't want to be stuck doing something i don't enjoy to the fullest. because i won't be motivated to do it everyday for the rest of my life. so..we'll see what happens!
well enough of this livejournal stuff.
i work work work work and then sit at home on the weekends, unless i make plans..which is rare these days. sort of.
speaking of school, i miss it.. i can't wait to get back into it..i hate it but i love it. weird, i know. i'm sure once i get back into it, i'll be complaining..maybe. but college is a lot different from high school..and i know i'm not going to be given stupid worksheets to keep me entertained for an hour and a half.. i hated that, i always hurried up and finished so i could talk to everyone and NOT get in trouble for just sitting and socializing.
how crazy is it, in a few months it'll be a year since i've graduated. time goes by so fast, and usually people talk about how they've grown and changed..i'm not sure if i have or not. i'm sure i have..just not as much as everyone else. oh well, i'm okay with it. but sometimes i really wish i had. it's hard to explain, i feel more independent than i did a year ago..that's for sure. but other times i find myself wanting to just relax and not have to worry about working all the time, and saving up money so i can leave, and not having to take off work just so i could see my friends that i NEVER see anymore. i miss them so, so much. but since we're never around each other..when we do hang out i don't take it for granted like before when i could see them whenever.
but honestly, i wouldn't mind being back in 10th grade and being inseperable..and getting all ready with everyone to go to a show and being wide awake even though we hadn't really slept the night before because we were so excited to go. nations. club v. how could we ever forget?!
OH! i almost forgot. back to the whole "going back to school" thing.. i know what i want to do now. no more psychology, as interesting as it is to me. i'd rather be a teacher, a history teacher. that was my FAVORITE class, it always has been, and it was always the only one i ever had a really good grade in and i stayed awake for. hahaha. hopefully i don't change my mind. knowing me..i just MIGHT..i've gone from wanting to be a..singer/actress/model/meteorologist (don't ask about the first three) to wanting to be a teacher.. oh & i can't forget, i wanted to be an astronaut as well. hahah i really should make up my mind..i'm pretty set on this whole..history teacher thing. but you never know.
i just don't want to be stuck doing something i don't enjoy to the fullest. because i won't be motivated to do it everyday for the rest of my life. so..we'll see what happens!
well enough of this livejournal stuff.