Quiet is my loudest cry

[lorilue]

mmhmm well today was pretty damn boring.. woke up around 3pm and hung out with my brother for 2 hours.. Jenny called at about 5 and we talked about dumb shit.. like always.. Jennifers a really cool person to chill with cuz you can be yourself around her.. alothough sometimes she gives me the "Damn you are a dork" look but its all good.. She knows she loves me.. haha well her mom was yelling in the background "Whats Up Sucka?" haha which her mom is so adorably cute.. Shes got that southern accent and all.. bleh bleh I love her family. .they are the best. anywho.. We talked and talked and finally got off the phone with eachother cuz she had a beep.. but yup..then my mom came home and was being really nice to me.. we made a deal that if I dont grow tits.. then we are going to get breast implants lol.. (just kidding of course so yall who think thats "wrong" dont get all bitchy with me). well my mom and I are going to California together.. we were planning on doing it in Febuary.. but instead.. since my dad made a big deal about how I have school to attend we decided to go Spring Break.. which is fine with me.. I love California to death because all my relatives are there and I love the beach.. I kinda wanna move there some day but then again I dont cuz im also in love with Georgia.. there is good and bad in both places.. but yeah.. they are making me pay for the plane ticket though..which sucks.. but itll be worth it.. my grandparents are in there 80s and me and my mom wanna see them before its to late..sad subject but they are really getting old and they both have problems (heart problems and shit) so yeah.. anyway.. my dad is really getting on my nerves.. he keeps trying to hide me from the world and it bugs the hell out of me.. Like I told him I wanted to get a job and he told me that i couldnt because he didnt want me meeting older guys and shit. which sorry to bust his bubble.. I already do and will hang out with guys.. its life.. hell have to get over it.. but then Alyssa Kielly asked me to go up to her house today at like 10.. which usually isnt a big deal to him.. but just recently it has become a major deal to him.. and he said i couldnt because it was too late.. bleh bleh whatever.. lol.. So me and Allyssa are planning on hanging out tomorrow.. which is groovy.. I was going to spend the night with Liz tonight but Kristen decided to change plans or some shit.. dont know the whole deal.. I wanna see Ashley Morris really bad though...I miss that kid. so I think tomorrow night or something Im gonna go see her and Kristen and Liz.. so woot woot! Slumber Partay!.. heh.. Well me and Adrienne have already planned where we are going to live.. we are going to build our own trailor .. we want a porch and all that good stuff.. its gonna be a pimped out trailor.. Ask Adrienne for details shes working on the format and all.. lol heh.. but yeah.. I think im gonna go talk to that kid right now.. I think Ive wrote enough in this journal.. heh so love yall
*-*Lauren*-*