Wow, only 143 days left, goodness sakes it's coming fast. And still for some reason I'm not really into planning. I've come up with two kind of reasons for my lack of planning enthusiasm.
One being that PJ, my dear friend, second dad, cannot come and perform the ceremony. This had been planned since I was like a sophomore in High School. I am heartbroken that he will not be able to come. I've been racking my brain trying to come up with a way to get him here but it just isn't going to work out. So now the search for a minister must begin. I have a couple ideas so we shall see.
Two, my whole 50's wedding plan has pretty much fallen through. The short dress, the 50's music, the whole 50's style is gone. So many things that I was excited about aren't going to happen so I am disappointed, majorly. But as mom keeps saying, life goes on, it's going to be just fine and you will have a beautiful wedding regardless. And I know she's right. I love my dress, I love my bridesmaids dresses, I love the flowers I picked.
There is actually a third reason...because of certain circumstances we are having to move so I can't get married here at our house as I have always wanted to under our gorgeous apple tree in our orchard. I wanted a nice simple but elegant wedding in the front yard and now that's gone too. Getting married in the church was what I wanted originally but I haven't wanted that for quite some time. Now the wedding has gotten bigger then I wanted and I'm still on the fence about that. I know it will be lovely and beautiful but still.
Have to loose 20 to 25 lbs by the time I get my dress in May. Not going to well right now. I hate working out, so that is proving to be difficult. I'm not eating like I should, so that's not good either. Must get on the ball here! No more sweets, junk food (except popcorn, can't live without it), just good healthy food. I had to order my wedding dress a size too small and my bridesmaids dress for Bobo's wedding is the same size and I can't fit into it right now either. Must loose the poundage! Fitting into my dress should be enough motivation but I'm not feeling it right now. MUST GET MOTIVATED!!!
I made Zac and I a cute little wedding website:
http://www.mywedding.com/zacharyandlori/Super easy with a template to just fill in basically. I really like it. Need to get started on the invitations. I have everything I need for them, I just need to get started on making them!
So much to do! But I know it will get done!!! July 17 is just around the corner! AAAAHHHH!!!