bored senseless
im bored to tears today!
today felt like the longest day ever...
i wanna go outside, i wanna do something, i wanna go somewhere...
my head is very unfocused today...
i think i may hate mount pleasant more than i ever hated midland...
i fear that i am a horrible friend...
i recieved 3 phone calls today that i didnt return... i am lame, and rude, sorry to those who called
my birthday is coming up this weekend, and im afraid there will be drama like last year...
im afraid my "best-friend" will do what she always does when i count on her to be there for me...
part of me wishes people would call me more because i always feel extremely nervous calling people (strange...yea, but i get all shakey, and freaked out, i dont know), but im also horrible at returning calls, so why would anyone want to call?
today felt like the longest day ever...
i wanna go outside, i wanna do something, i wanna go somewhere...
my head is very unfocused today...
i think i may hate mount pleasant more than i ever hated midland...
i fear that i am a horrible friend...
i recieved 3 phone calls today that i didnt return... i am lame, and rude, sorry to those who called
my birthday is coming up this weekend, and im afraid there will be drama like last year...
im afraid my "best-friend" will do what she always does when i count on her to be there for me...
part of me wishes people would call me more because i always feel extremely nervous calling people (strange...yea, but i get all shakey, and freaked out, i dont know), but im also horrible at returning calls, so why would anyone want to call?