i dont know about all this anymore
went home again last nite, and went out with court, duane, and paulie. paulies back to being a drunk ass again, i guess being in the hospital for 3 days for drinking too much, falling down some stairs, being knocked unconscious, and cracking your skull isnt a good enough reason to quit drinking, dumbshit. courtney and nick got into it and he ended up calling her julie; which is probably the absolute worst thing he could have ever said to her, so we left, went back to her house and passed out while watching patch adams, again. last time we passed out to that movie i didnt even make it through the previews, but i actually watched roughly half of it this time, whoo!
in other news, im really confused about alot of thigs right now, and not sure how to handle them. no one really seems to be understanding of the issues i have at hand, so ive bascially been keeping them inside, and thats not good, cuz i usually end up blowing up at someone, and its usually not event the person im mad at...*sigh*...in someways i think i really just miss being back home with all my friends where im more comfortable, and i can just be me, and fuck you if you dont like it. maybe its just a bad case of homesickness, who knows? im supposed to do some major partyin this weekend, so maybe that will help, i guess we'll just have to wait and see, huh?
in other news, im really confused about alot of thigs right now, and not sure how to handle them. no one really seems to be understanding of the issues i have at hand, so ive bascially been keeping them inside, and thats not good, cuz i usually end up blowing up at someone, and its usually not event the person im mad at...*sigh*...in someways i think i really just miss being back home with all my friends where im more comfortable, and i can just be me, and fuck you if you dont like it. maybe its just a bad case of homesickness, who knows? im supposed to do some major partyin this weekend, so maybe that will help, i guess we'll just have to wait and see, huh?