WARNING: the following is a completely random post
...Regret's how I spell your name
In light of what you have done.
How can you not feel the same?
...I hate your face more than life.
I'll fake a smile for (you) my dear.
its truly sad when you realize that youve been strung along with false words, and everything you thought to be truth was all just one big fucking sham to tie that person over until something better came along. meh...your loss asshole
in other news ive realized lately that i am so incredibly lucky to be surrounded with such amazing people. ove this summer alone i have gotten closer to a bunch of people that i always considered friends, but never really GOOD freinds, and ive met so many great new people, and ive also learned that just cuz someone seems great at first it doesnt mean that theyre not a huge, lying peice of shit.
had a rockin ass night last night, hung out with some amazing people, watched 2 good movies, ate some damn good mexican food, and drank buy one get one free margaritas, need i say anymore??? i think not.
melissa's back in town and im super amped about that! i for one night at least was able to defend my reigning title as tetris champion! but then i failed miserably at dr. mario, why do i suck SO BAD at that game!?! i was on my way to mastering the game of phase 10, but i could not for the life of me EVER get 2 pairs of 4, GAH!
work sucks my ass... fuck you dollar daze...yea, i said it!
i havent seen kim in WAY too long, i fuckin miss her sexy ass, but thats going to change tomorrow, cuz were all going to the wayside/okelleys for $1.00 drafts before midnight, and since it is tuesday thats always the best night to people watch...trust me...its entertaining. i think the lovely ms. tricia might also be accompanying me, kim, melissa, melanie, and whoever else decides to not be lame, to the wayside on her crutches...poor thing sprained ankle tonight =(
meg and joe like each other, and i think its fucking ADORABLE!! she called me tonight whilst i was at melissas and i could literally HEAR her smiling through the phone, it was so incredibly cute that i couldnt stop giggling like a little girl for her.
the sky on my tattoo is completely healed now, and i just wanna get the rest finished. melissa said she would come with me to get more of it colored in; which is good because i dont wanna be there alone....yea...
i hate ackward situations, but i hate ackward phone conversations evern more...
i miss lisa, and i worry that she is now living in saginaw, with a roommate even more naive than her
(i honestly didnt know that was possible, but it is)...
i went home a little while ago and saw courtney after 3 months of no talking whatsoever, it was really weird at first because i didnt know what to say, but i knew what i wanted to say the entire time. i wanted to be like, what the fuck yo? why havent you been callin me back, why havent i talked to my "best friend" in three months?? oh wait, i know why, cuz you got a fucking boyfriend and whenever that happens i always take the back seat to them, but whos the first one you call crying to when they upset you, or whatever. ME! thats who...ugh
im really confused about a lot of things lately...
well, im sorry to all those who actually made it to this point but you were warned that it was going to be a completely random, rambling entry.
In light of what you have done.
How can you not feel the same?
...I hate your face more than life.
I'll fake a smile for (you) my dear.
its truly sad when you realize that youve been strung along with false words, and everything you thought to be truth was all just one big fucking sham to tie that person over until something better came along. meh...your loss asshole
in other news ive realized lately that i am so incredibly lucky to be surrounded with such amazing people. ove this summer alone i have gotten closer to a bunch of people that i always considered friends, but never really GOOD freinds, and ive met so many great new people, and ive also learned that just cuz someone seems great at first it doesnt mean that theyre not a huge, lying peice of shit.
had a rockin ass night last night, hung out with some amazing people, watched 2 good movies, ate some damn good mexican food, and drank buy one get one free margaritas, need i say anymore??? i think not.
melissa's back in town and im super amped about that! i for one night at least was able to defend my reigning title as tetris champion! but then i failed miserably at dr. mario, why do i suck SO BAD at that game!?! i was on my way to mastering the game of phase 10, but i could not for the life of me EVER get 2 pairs of 4, GAH!
work sucks my ass... fuck you dollar daze...yea, i said it!
i havent seen kim in WAY too long, i fuckin miss her sexy ass, but thats going to change tomorrow, cuz were all going to the wayside/okelleys for $1.00 drafts before midnight, and since it is tuesday thats always the best night to people watch...trust me...its entertaining. i think the lovely ms. tricia might also be accompanying me, kim, melissa, melanie, and whoever else decides to not be lame, to the wayside on her crutches...poor thing sprained ankle tonight =(
meg and joe like each other, and i think its fucking ADORABLE!! she called me tonight whilst i was at melissas and i could literally HEAR her smiling through the phone, it was so incredibly cute that i couldnt stop giggling like a little girl for her.
the sky on my tattoo is completely healed now, and i just wanna get the rest finished. melissa said she would come with me to get more of it colored in; which is good because i dont wanna be there alone....yea...
i hate ackward situations, but i hate ackward phone conversations evern more...
i miss lisa, and i worry that she is now living in saginaw, with a roommate even more naive than her
(i honestly didnt know that was possible, but it is)...
i went home a little while ago and saw courtney after 3 months of no talking whatsoever, it was really weird at first because i didnt know what to say, but i knew what i wanted to say the entire time. i wanted to be like, what the fuck yo? why havent you been callin me back, why havent i talked to my "best friend" in three months?? oh wait, i know why, cuz you got a fucking boyfriend and whenever that happens i always take the back seat to them, but whos the first one you call crying to when they upset you, or whatever. ME! thats who...ugh
im really confused about a lot of things lately...
well, im sorry to all those who actually made it to this point but you were warned that it was going to be a completely random, rambling entry.