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It has been a really long time since I posted.... Thanks to my sister (Tari), I'm going to get back on track... I have a lot of emotional things going on right now. It's been a little over 4 years since my mother passed away and I'm just now experiencing some uncontrollable feelings. Not sure why its taken so long. Could it be that I stopped taking paxil a few months ago and within the last month I've stopped taking hormone replacement therapy???? I just got finished watching The Biggest Loser Finale... I cried on and off the whole way thru the show....I want that to be me soooo bad....I know I just need to get off my fat butt and do it. I seem to lack in will power and motivation. I've been married for almost 12 years, and in those 12 years I've gained close to 150 lbs. I've got a wonderful husband because he sticks by me no matter what. I'm going to call around to some area gyms tomorrow and get prices. My husband and I both want to join a gym and work out together. Also, it would be great if I could find one that my daughter could work out to. She just turned 12 a few days ago and she weighs almost what I weighed when I got pregnant with her...NOT GOOD!!!! I don't eat a lot but what I do eat usually isn't healthy...I'm a junk food addict and of course my daughter has taken after me. I've got to find something healthy and filling to eat in the mornings and it has to be quick and easy. If you have any ideas please send them to me, I need all the help and support I can get.