And the feeling for today is ...
Blah! Not a bad blah, but just a blah blah. Ever get those kind of days? Where it's not a bad day and you don't anticipate anything going wrong, but at the same time, you're just not all that thrilled? Especially with me, since I feel I'm a pretty happy and chipper person most of the time. I mean, I love to party, I love to drink, I love to play, I love to fuck, I love to suck, I love to eat and I love to be merry with friends :D I'm just a big ball of happy, even though some of my previous entries may have lead you to believe otherwise. Those were my more contemplative moments. And recently, history has returned to chat with me :) I don't mind it at all. In fact, I welcome it! For example, Emily has returned! HORRAY!!!! AND best part is, I'll be able to see her this weekend! Whoop! I miss her so much none of you would believe! She's the best in the whole wide world, and anyone who doesn't have her as a friend should just kill themselves for missing out on such a perfect slice of life. You can't get much better than her and if you can, you have to pay her royalties because it was modeled after her. That's how awesome she is. I mentioned this earlier, but if she were a guy and gay, I'd marry her in a heartbeat. We'd both go to Canada, get married, and then move wherever we wanted to (after Bush's reign is over and the grass gets greener and the tellitubbies are lit ablaze). She and I would have so much fun together! This weekend we're most likely going to go clubbing and go to Six Flags. She's the best dance partner too. Wicked cool girl. I can't wait for my friends to meet her. I'm sure they'll love her! And she'll be around for a while too ... so I'll have the chance to visit her more often :) And (drumroll please!) let's hope we can make a reunion trip to Las Vegas between her, myself and Brad. That would be a major blast! Anyway, getting off track ...
Emily and Darr will also be visiting me here in College Station at my new place too! I can't wait for them to come here, relax, and do the same stuff we used to do ... go to Northgate and chill. Play darts. Play some shuffleboard even. We'll have so much fun.
So now that I'm writing this, I don't feel so blah. I'm actually more excited for this weekend than ever before! I've been talking to some friends online too. Matt (Bama man) is keeping me smiling. The other Matt (Ex-man) is going to be partying this weekend too. Sadly, I won't be able to be there :( I love parties! Especially birthday parties! I hope he'll forgive me :( I should just have him go to Dallas with us! But he already has a nice little gathering planned for his apt, so maybe some other time I suppose. Then there's Brad in Bama ... hope the hurricane storms aren't hitting him too badly there either :( I worry about Brad and Matt being in Bama with all those hurricanes going about. Then there's the other Brad in Plano. I talk with him almost everyday. He'll be able to join us this weekend too most likely! :) So lotsa stuff going on. I'm happy right now, and nothing makes me more happy than being with friends ... well maybe a nice dick to suck might be better .. but it would have to be really thick and juicy and big ... like a good steak! Mmm ... steak ... Ok, getting hungry and horny - not a good combo for the Benmeister. Gotta jet.
Bravo
Emily and Darr will also be visiting me here in College Station at my new place too! I can't wait for them to come here, relax, and do the same stuff we used to do ... go to Northgate and chill. Play darts. Play some shuffleboard even. We'll have so much fun.
So now that I'm writing this, I don't feel so blah. I'm actually more excited for this weekend than ever before! I've been talking to some friends online too. Matt (Bama man) is keeping me smiling. The other Matt (Ex-man) is going to be partying this weekend too. Sadly, I won't be able to be there :( I love parties! Especially birthday parties! I hope he'll forgive me :( I should just have him go to Dallas with us! But he already has a nice little gathering planned for his apt, so maybe some other time I suppose. Then there's Brad in Bama ... hope the hurricane storms aren't hitting him too badly there either :( I worry about Brad and Matt being in Bama with all those hurricanes going about. Then there's the other Brad in Plano. I talk with him almost everyday. He'll be able to join us this weekend too most likely! :) So lotsa stuff going on. I'm happy right now, and nothing makes me more happy than being with friends ... well maybe a nice dick to suck might be better .. but it would have to be really thick and juicy and big ... like a good steak! Mmm ... steak ... Ok, getting hungry and horny - not a good combo for the Benmeister. Gotta jet.
Bravo