praying to god is like writing a letter to santa

[lorenzodevine]

im waiting here patiently
what is this becoming?
im sitting here
staring at the ceiling
ill lay here for hours wondering what you think

where are we going?
this is oh so frightening
i havent been this happy in a long time
god, dont take this from me again

im horrified
please dont rbeak me
im beginning to put all of my trust into something
im praying to nothing
hoping this will work
and ill be damned if i end up crying again

make them all disappear
have it be just you and i
stare at them in their misery
tell them all good bye