Hmmm
Well this is the week of craziness where my whole family will be driving all over the area trying to get as much fun out of 4 days as humanly possible. I'm sure we will have a blast being all together again, but next week I am going to be sleeping alot more than normal. Of course I will finally have a computer at home too. Being at the apt without one this past month and a half has been horrible!! Only 3 more days, can almost hear it humming. Watch out though the minute I can go online at home I will be spewing forth all the time anything that comes to my head.
Monday went ok with the lawyer, it doesn't look like it should be too expensive. I am hoping I can convince Him to pay the right ammount of child support and then everything else is pretty much a wash. I'm just glad the whole process is started and on its way to being done! I feel like I wasted the last 2 years of my life trying to make him happy with no chance of what ever I did to fix things. At this point I don't want to waste any more of my younger years on Him. I'd like to have at least 1 more kid, but at the same time I don't want to be 40 and trying to do that and honestly I really didn't want to be having kids in my 30's. I want to be young when my kids move out. However, trying to find someone just for that purpose is a very bad idea as well, if that happened I might end up in a worse situation than I am in now. So if I can figure out that magical time period between too soon and too late I'll be all set.
Or perhaps I should just look for someone who is rich. On that note I think I will go home and finish things up for the crazy week.
Monday went ok with the lawyer, it doesn't look like it should be too expensive. I am hoping I can convince Him to pay the right ammount of child support and then everything else is pretty much a wash. I'm just glad the whole process is started and on its way to being done! I feel like I wasted the last 2 years of my life trying to make him happy with no chance of what ever I did to fix things. At this point I don't want to waste any more of my younger years on Him. I'd like to have at least 1 more kid, but at the same time I don't want to be 40 and trying to do that and honestly I really didn't want to be having kids in my 30's. I want to be young when my kids move out. However, trying to find someone just for that purpose is a very bad idea as well, if that happened I might end up in a worse situation than I am in now. So if I can figure out that magical time period between too soon and too late I'll be all set.
Or perhaps I should just look for someone who is rich. On that note I think I will go home and finish things up for the crazy week.