Rant
Dear diary, (it's not like anyone will ever read this, so I might as well do it the old-fashioned way...)
I'm really pissed off right now. I've been feeling kinda weird for a few days now, and now I know why... well, part of it at least. I know that I have my faults(who doesn't?), but I'm always there for my friends. So why the heck can't they do the same for me? I know that I don't have to deal with anything even remotely as hard as what one of my best friends, Dalila, is going through, but every once in a while I need someone to talk to, too. I'm gonna move on 1st May, and since I've lived here for almost 10 years, that's kind of a huge deal for me. Plus, my parents are moving to Berlin... Berlin of all cities... Plus, my other best friend, Sabine, with whom I always wanted to move in and win the coolest roomies award, now lives in Saarbrücken - in the back of beyond. And when I try to call Dalila, her mother tells me that she was in Belgium for a couple of days(didn't know that), and that she'll be staying at another friend's house and won't be back until Friday or Saturday(didn't know that, either). I'm so sick of always being the one who calls, who listens, who worries, and when I need someone to talk to or just ask me how I am, everyone's too busy or too wrapped up in other things or just... not there. I know that all of that has nothing to do with me, but right now I feel like everyone's leaving me, and that's a really crappy feeling.