Re: Yes- this is for you. Replying to the deleted comment I still got through my e-mail:
anonymous
October 12 2006, 16:45:39 UTC
Actually, the reason it was deleted was because I was replying to this entry and then when I went to push the "submit" button, it had disappeared. So I replied to another, and just deleted it a) because you would still get it, and b) for some reason, it was showing that anonymous posters couldn't access your entries, and so I had to sign in.
To be more precise, the one who mentioned that I was coming across as trying to do this for attention has since retracted that statement (or, at least, gave me the impression they did), and was not you in any way. I apologize for my wording; it made sense to me when I typed it, and the leap of logic was probably only in my own head. ^^;;
As of right now, I am scheduled for intense therapy (outpatient) beginning on Friday; I was planning to admit myself to the hospital last night as a scare tactic for myself, but ended up not needing it. I had to sit, alone, for almost six hours with people who actually are the bad kind of crazy, and anything I have to do to not be them, I'll do.
Right now, I'm not ready to talk. I don't plan on telling my family, mainly because I'm already the black sheep and this would mean losing contact with my sister. Honestly, the best thing for me right now is to *not* be seen so I can get my footing back.
To be more precise, the one who mentioned that I was coming across as trying to do this for attention has since retracted that statement (or, at least, gave me the impression they did), and was not you in any way. I apologize for my wording; it made sense to me when I typed it, and the leap of logic was probably only in my own head. ^^;;
As of right now, I am scheduled for intense therapy (outpatient) beginning on Friday; I was planning to admit myself to the hospital last night as a scare tactic for myself, but ended up not needing it. I had to sit, alone, for almost six hours with people who actually are the bad kind of crazy, and anything I have to do to not be them, I'll do.
Right now, I'm not ready to talk. I don't plan on telling my family, mainly because I'm already the black sheep and this would mean losing contact with my sister. Honestly, the best thing for me right now is to *not* be seen so I can get my footing back.
Again, thank you for this entry.
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