Feeling better
Well I am feeling better now. Woo hoo the drugs are kicking in. Anyway my husband and I have obtained a condo and we will be closing in November. I should have listened when my husband said it would be ok. It is a wonder to the world that people rarely listen to the advice that is given them. What makes our minds so resistant to change or happiness when we are sad. The world I should look at is much different then the one that I percieve. It can be a wonderful beautiful colage of color and wildness. But sometimes you want order and that same beauty can turn into ugliness. I don't know maybe I am just as messed up as everyone else. Maybe it would be better to be a cat where all you have to worry about is where you are going to take you next nap. :) Well I think the state of the world is probably in disarray but my life is ok right now and I should be thankful for that. When my life seems gray with no hope of color I can always look into my husbands eyes and see blue.