shut up and put your money where your mouth is
I was upset over certain events that have gone by this week but I'm really trying to just move on and not dwell on things that can't be changed. I'm just gonna remain positive. I'm just cranky sometimes because I work a lot. Im pushing myself beyond any type of limitation I've ever expected to have. But I really want a car and at this point I'm going to do whatever I can to get one.
I feel bad because it's taken away time that I can be hanging out with friends but I can back out of my responsibilities. Im really just gonna try to suck up my tiredness so I can see people. I don't wanna miss out. But I know that by July I should have a car and that'll be atleast 2 months or a month and a half left of summer to hang out with people. Plus, Kait and Rae will still be in Newburgh and it'll just be so much easier to hang with them.
I feel like I have to prove my worth in a friendship by maintaining visits with my friends or they seem to lose interest in me and in our friendship value. I'm just scared of losing friends or people not liking me because I can't hang out with them. But it'll be over sooner then I know it.
Busy week coming up with a lot to do. but I'm going to six flags thursday and am completely free that night and all day friday so ill try to enjoy it.
I feel bad because it's taken away time that I can be hanging out with friends but I can back out of my responsibilities. Im really just gonna try to suck up my tiredness so I can see people. I don't wanna miss out. But I know that by July I should have a car and that'll be atleast 2 months or a month and a half left of summer to hang out with people. Plus, Kait and Rae will still be in Newburgh and it'll just be so much easier to hang with them.
I feel like I have to prove my worth in a friendship by maintaining visits with my friends or they seem to lose interest in me and in our friendship value. I'm just scared of losing friends or people not liking me because I can't hang out with them. But it'll be over sooner then I know it.
Busy week coming up with a lot to do. but I'm going to six flags thursday and am completely free that night and all day friday so ill try to enjoy it.