I know them bruises ain't from fallin' down.
it's like 12:29 am and I'm really anxious and like out of it. I've been like this all day and I almost fainted from shock. Ive layed down a lot and then my mind kept running through so many things. I think I'm going through a mental and physical breakdown. I wanted to go tanning and my mind would not get off of that. I felt like If I didn't drive there right then and there my life wouldn't be complete and me waiting for it made me more anxious. I'm really warm and just blanking out. I wish someone was awake or online. Life's great when you don't need something, you have it and when you need it, you don't have it.