when the top of the world falls on you.
i'm really embarassed because of something i have been fighting for years now and just came in realization with. It really sucks and I'm too nervous/embarassed to seek help. Only one true/best friend knows because that in itself took everything I had just to tell one person. And I can't even sometimes look or speak to the person without being sort of embarassed. This is gonna be long and drawn out and it can really effect school =[