I feel something so wrong, doing the right thing

Dec 23, 2013 13:54

I'm not sure why I'm updating this damn thing. There are so few of us here anymore, it doesn't really matter. Kinda wonder if it ever did.

A.. lot of shit has changed. Things I was pretty damn sure'd never happen? Came an' went. Not sure what's right, left, or even normal these days. Hell, I'm not even fuckin' sure who I'm really workin' for anymore. It's all one enormous clusterfuck.

Not even entirely sure what's goin' on with Julia, these days. Yyl, Di, the rest of the guys. I think Renji might be dead? Know Duo's aroun' at least. Gonna be aroun' a lot more soon, too. Revy's alive, Jess is good-- an' I sure as shit ain't goin' back to Thailand anytime soon.

Who am I kiddin'? Not like I'd have th' fuckin' time, anyway. I really hope that damn blond dumbass has some kinda plan for this shit, cause this ain't me. Not by a long-shot.

Then again, I don't go for short chicks with black hair, either. Still, I might wear a suit every damn day of my life-- but fuckin' hell, this is NOT what I had in mind.

About to be living the kind of life normal parents would've been proud of.

Yeah. This is about as fucked as it gets.

everything changes

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