I'm the light of the world
Last night I was crowded into a room full of relatives I barely knew(from my step-dad's side of the family- but since my parents are in phoenix it was me with random aquaintances).
The chaos was overwhelming, the kind of chaos I usually thrive on, a captive group of strangers for me to impress and make laugh.
But I wasn't on my game. I made some random jokes, but on the whole I was "tranquil" if you will.
I can't explain what came over me, be it the past year and all it's crap, my hopes and fears for my future realized, or the fact that I missed a million different people at once.
For some reason I was mullified, sullen and surprisingly close-mouthed (everyone who knows me knows how hard it is to get me to shut up).
Then a strange feeling came over me. I felt warmth roll throught my body like a freight train, as if someone in the world was missing me as much as I was missing them, sending me their strength and love. My eyes misted up slightly and a idiotic smile creeped over my mouth.
So I'm returning the favor. Everyone who is reading this I want you to do something for me. Close your eyes and think about me standing with you, giving you a big hug or a firm handshake, whichever you prefer. As you think of this I'm with you, in spirit. I'm there with you giving you the strength and love that you know I have for you. Know that I will always be here for you, even if it's just to talk.
I'm not gonna say merry christmas, or happy channakeasdkhg(however you say it) or kwanzaa.
I'm just gonna say good day
The chaos was overwhelming, the kind of chaos I usually thrive on, a captive group of strangers for me to impress and make laugh.
But I wasn't on my game. I made some random jokes, but on the whole I was "tranquil" if you will.
I can't explain what came over me, be it the past year and all it's crap, my hopes and fears for my future realized, or the fact that I missed a million different people at once.
For some reason I was mullified, sullen and surprisingly close-mouthed (everyone who knows me knows how hard it is to get me to shut up).
Then a strange feeling came over me. I felt warmth roll throught my body like a freight train, as if someone in the world was missing me as much as I was missing them, sending me their strength and love. My eyes misted up slightly and a idiotic smile creeped over my mouth.
So I'm returning the favor. Everyone who is reading this I want you to do something for me. Close your eyes and think about me standing with you, giving you a big hug or a firm handshake, whichever you prefer. As you think of this I'm with you, in spirit. I'm there with you giving you the strength and love that you know I have for you. Know that I will always be here for you, even if it's just to talk.
I'm not gonna say merry christmas, or happy channakeasdkhg(however you say it) or kwanzaa.
I'm just gonna say good day