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Feb 24, 2003 03:05

Fucking Hell!!!!
When are those self- righteous dicks at the Potter's House going to realize I AM NOT GOING TO GO BACK TO THEIR CULT?!?!?!?!?!?!
I left for a fucking reason, telling me that I'm going to hell when I know that I'm not is not going to make me want to return.
Telling me that I screwed up when I left, but Jesus want's to forgive me is not going to fool me into thinking that I did indeed screw up when I left.
DON'T ACT SELF-RIGHTEOUS AND HIGH AND MIGHTY TO ME, YOU FUCKING DICKS!!!!
NO I DON'T WANT ANY KOOL AID!!!!
Look, guy's I didn't leave because I was having problems with my faith, or because I stopped believing in Jesus Christ. I left because I realized that the way you go about is not forcing it down every person's throat in a 10 foot radius to yourself. I realized that most of what you preach is not what you practice, that just because a lot of you talk a good game does not mean that you actually live it.
So, Christine, Courtney, Amy, Matt, and whoever else feels like spying on "John The Backslider Heathen" leave me alone! Don't give me your fucking pleasantries when you see me, I hear what you all have to say about me. I know more than any of you think and I'm not going to listen to that and then act like I really still give a fat rat's ass about what you all think of me.
Leave me alone, I'm perfectly fine, I'm saved- and I'm sure that if you all don't kill yourselves when a "sign" get's taken the wrong way I'll see you in heaven.
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