You people...
Ok, so I applied at Whole Foods yesterday. I really really hope I get the job. If not, I really really hope Adam asks why I wanted to leave. Which is mainly two answers - I'm tired of being too tired to do anything when I'm not at work, and I'm tired of Nacole. I'm probably going to trade in my pass that my parents got us all to Islands of Adventure, simply because there is no way I would ever want to go to a theme park working around 35 hours every single week. But if I get this Whole Foods job, that may not be necessary.
Jenny left *sad*. at least we still talk online, which is fine by me, cos half our relationship is online anyways. But I do miss seeing her.
I've decided, that Jenny is way to good to let go to waste. I don't think I even deserve her right now. I'm devoting my mind to becoming a better person, for her. She deserves someone better than I am right now. I've been practicing self control, Kindness.. ..er.. to melea *blegh*. I've even been exercising. Not to hard for me to get motivated for that now. The fact is I look halfway good. ...Ok, I look really good, but I can tell I'm starting to slip. I can't let that happen. I LOVE LOOKING GOOD! I can't become unsexy. My ego, that's another on I gotta work on.
Anywho, she'll be back in a month. I can't wait to see her agian. She brightens my day. For someone as sweet and wonderfull as she is to show any interest in me... It makes me feel like I am worth saving.
Ok, another thing. I downloaded The Used's CD In Love and Death, cos, I was wondering if I should buy it. (Afterwards I realized there's no sense in that, since I already downloaded it, and put it on my iPod, but anyways...) I've decided they are one of the most amazing bands I've ever heard. I love his experimental vocals, and how he uses all kinds of screams and sounds in his music. The bass is also really good, I noticed, because their bassist has an interesting style, where he goes and pulls off some little solos down in the high notes every once in a while, and he'll throw those right into the riffs as well. Sounds amazing. Good band. Very good band. Their lyrics too.. they've got some dark twisted crap mixed in with their from tim to time ironicly sappy love cliches. But even the sappy sounding stuff is usualy deeper than you take it to be the first time you hear it. emo/hardcore/dirty-punk. We can call it screamo. However, the way I see it is nowadays it dosen't make sense to classify any bands as anything anymore.
Anyways, there you have it.
A new entry. Comment away my little followers.
Jenny left *sad*. at least we still talk online, which is fine by me, cos half our relationship is online anyways. But I do miss seeing her.
I've decided, that Jenny is way to good to let go to waste. I don't think I even deserve her right now. I'm devoting my mind to becoming a better person, for her. She deserves someone better than I am right now. I've been practicing self control, Kindness.. ..er.. to melea *blegh*. I've even been exercising. Not to hard for me to get motivated for that now. The fact is I look halfway good. ...Ok, I look really good, but I can tell I'm starting to slip. I can't let that happen. I LOVE LOOKING GOOD! I can't become unsexy. My ego, that's another on I gotta work on.
Anywho, she'll be back in a month. I can't wait to see her agian. She brightens my day. For someone as sweet and wonderfull as she is to show any interest in me... It makes me feel like I am worth saving.
Ok, another thing. I downloaded The Used's CD In Love and Death, cos, I was wondering if I should buy it. (Afterwards I realized there's no sense in that, since I already downloaded it, and put it on my iPod, but anyways...) I've decided they are one of the most amazing bands I've ever heard. I love his experimental vocals, and how he uses all kinds of screams and sounds in his music. The bass is also really good, I noticed, because their bassist has an interesting style, where he goes and pulls off some little solos down in the high notes every once in a while, and he'll throw those right into the riffs as well. Sounds amazing. Good band. Very good band. Their lyrics too.. they've got some dark twisted crap mixed in with their from tim to time ironicly sappy love cliches. But even the sappy sounding stuff is usualy deeper than you take it to be the first time you hear it. emo/hardcore/dirty-punk. We can call it screamo. However, the way I see it is nowadays it dosen't make sense to classify any bands as anything anymore.
Anyways, there you have it.
A new entry. Comment away my little followers.