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feeling better. hopefully, I'll keep feeling better.
I'm pretty sure Yael was a mistake, but there's nothing I can do about that now...
(I’m used to being alone. Her face, which I saw so few times, is already fading into an abstract. The events of the last few days already seem like surreal scenes from a movie, something that happened to somebody else.
I am fundamentally single, at my core I am built to survive only on romantic fantasies. I’ll return to my fantasies soon enough, and hopefully this burn won’t leave a scar).
I'm pretty sure Yael was a mistake, but there's nothing I can do about that now...
(I’m used to being alone. Her face, which I saw so few times, is already fading into an abstract. The events of the last few days already seem like surreal scenes from a movie, something that happened to somebody else.
I am fundamentally single, at my core I am built to survive only on romantic fantasies. I’ll return to my fantasies soon enough, and hopefully this burn won’t leave a scar).