Nov 16, 2005 00:09
No entry. Fuck that, no point. This is one of the worst things I've ever written... but it felt good... enjoy.
Btw, if you're concerned, don't bother.
Here are my words…
They’re not great…
But take a minute…
And listen…
First
I’d like to confess
My whole life is mess
And I cannot address these things that I repress
And I wish that this hell would take a recess
For good
Oh I wish that it would,
just please for one moment
Could you help me? Should I run free?
Can you help me see what I need to be?
I think I’m up in over my head with remorse
I wish I was dead already please
Take my away, or shoot me instead, fill me with lead,
I’m sorry I’m hasty,
But I dread that I’ve fed this fire. It’s led
Me this course with no passion, desire to live
A life full of glee, or a day with a smile.
It’s time for an end, please just for a while, Oh
Here is my story, it’s simple and clear
I’m one man alone, with nothing to fear
Hoping for morning, with nothing but night
I’ve tried and I’ve tried but I’m losing this fight
So I’m packin’ it in, I’m giving up hope
I’m falling so fast on this steep rocky slope
Tears they are falling, faster than rain
I’m ending this now, just to end this pain.
Now I’ll tell you the rest, it’s short and sweet
I knew it was over, I admitted defeat
And I took what was left and I walked down the street
To an old little warehouse, where we all used to meet
And I took out my pistol, and counted to three
And I pulled on the trigger, and all I could see
Was nothing
As I fell on the floor, blood, tears, and the gore
But there was nothing more as I stared at the door
And waited for hell to release me
And give me a place where I can now stay
Somewhere away, somewhere I pray
Would never hold me back, or hold me down
I could live so happy, not be the clown
And I won’t have to fight, I would never drown
In my sorrows
So I close my eyes, and the rest’s a surprise…
That was my story, so simple and clear
I was one man alone, with nothing to fear
Hoping for morning, with nothing but night
I tried and I tried but I lost this fight
So I pack’ it in, yeah, I gave up hope
I fell so fast on a steep rocky slope
Tears they were falling, faster than rain
So I ended it then, just to end the pain.
Hope you liked it.
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