Taking A Long Look
After speaking with Michael I was determined to find the real Lucifer, but then..
... I sat and thought about it for a very long time. Lucifer is dangerous. Who am I to win his affections? Black magic might help me, but so far all it has done is gain me his ire. He continues to taunt me with visuals during council and his eyes show nothing but rage.
I continue with my research for the Order, but I ache to find out more about him. Watching him at Council seems to only fuel my ache for him. The sexual need for him is almost overpowering. I'm beginning to think Michael did not take the curse from me after all. The daydreams and fantasies of more than just sex with him have gotten more vivid and intense as well.
Tonight at Council I must resist the urge to watch him, must push away his visuals and ignore the ache in my body and heart.
... I sat and thought about it for a very long time. Lucifer is dangerous. Who am I to win his affections? Black magic might help me, but so far all it has done is gain me his ire. He continues to taunt me with visuals during council and his eyes show nothing but rage.
I continue with my research for the Order, but I ache to find out more about him. Watching him at Council seems to only fuel my ache for him. The sexual need for him is almost overpowering. I'm beginning to think Michael did not take the curse from me after all. The daydreams and fantasies of more than just sex with him have gotten more vivid and intense as well.
Tonight at Council I must resist the urge to watch him, must push away his visuals and ignore the ache in my body and heart.