Worry
I worry about Elijah. He has lost so much, now Christian. Christian gave the ultimate for him, but that is of little comfort to Elijah I’m sure. He is again alone. Shox and I have spoken, he is hopeful Elijah will stay on island, but I worry. There is nothing but couples and children. Jelle and I are not living together, but we are together. I shiver even now at the thought of him, my beautiful Jelle.
Ana is handling everything so well, she is so strong. But loss is something she knows, all too well sadly. I would like for her and Elijah to stay on island, to be close to family. She likes Jelle and I hope to further my relationship with him over time.
Elijah could lean on Shox if Devon can handle that, but that is tall order. But these brothers, they are all strong and they love very strong. Love is what Elijah does, he can not simply turn that off. I hope he does not try.
Father has been quiet and keeping to himself since Christian’s staking. It has changed him. He has refused any of my brothers comfort. He is punishing himself for pushing Christian away, feel Christian would be alive now had he not. Although Christian died protecting family, father can not get past the loss. It will take time.
Ana is handling everything so well, she is so strong. But loss is something she knows, all too well sadly. I would like for her and Elijah to stay on island, to be close to family. She likes Jelle and I hope to further my relationship with him over time.
Elijah could lean on Shox if Devon can handle that, but that is tall order. But these brothers, they are all strong and they love very strong. Love is what Elijah does, he can not simply turn that off. I hope he does not try.
Father has been quiet and keeping to himself since Christian’s staking. It has changed him. He has refused any of my brothers comfort. He is punishing himself for pushing Christian away, feel Christian would be alive now had he not. Although Christian died protecting family, father can not get past the loss. It will take time.