Beware when the great God lets loose a thinker on this planet.

[andrew_angel]

I might very well be going insane. It happens. In this line of work, the things we see, the extremes; although this is not triggered by work, no. It’s Lucifer. I feel myself everyday step closer and closer to the brink. Every day I don’t see, every day I don’t feel his touch… I feel myself slipping.

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[lu_cif_er]

The sight of him has the need for him in me come to the surface and my home ripples around me, the happiness shimmering in and out, clouds mixed with stone and mortar.

I feel and recognise the power he has harnessed to perform his little feat. I am angry he has defied me but my heart impressed he went so far.

I reach my arm out and draw in his light so it stretches to a thin tendril as I grasp it with my fingers and twist it round in my hand. Then I yank it toward me as I sit up. He is pulled with it stumbling, fighting it till he falls to his knees in front of me as his dark power snaps. Then it flails about like static in the air then is gone to back where it came from. Anything dark in this world is drawn from me.

Now he kneels before me, dark crimson robe askew, naked beauty revealed beneath it and my anger dissipates. My eyes take it all in as I take a breath then I look back up to his face. I reach out and cup his cheek, a shiver running through me as I look into his eyes.

"You are very determined in your love Andrew

[andrew_angel]

I feel my breath stutter at his touch and my body tremble. I lean into his touch and whisper his name, "Lucifer."

Looking up at him, kneeling this way... I want so much to place my hands on his thighs and lean in and....I bite my lower lip and moan softly. "Please.."

[lu_cif_er]

The lust in his eyes and his plea confirms my words. My hand slips from his cheek to curl around the back of his neck as the lust in his eyes feeds the need in me for his much missed touch.

My fingers slip up into his soft hair then grip it tight pulling his head back so that his mouth opens in a gasp. With my other hand I reach for the lapel of the robe and lift it open further showing more of him to me. His instant arousal so very apparent and it makes me smile.

I want his mouth on me even more. I soften the grip on his hair and lean forward to whisper against his lips. "A reward." Then I let go of him and place my hands beside me on the bed as I lean back a little displaying my own need for him.

[andrew_angel]

My hands grip his hips tightly as my mouth takes his cock quickly afraid he will deny me. The sound he makes pulls a moan from my throat and I take him in deeper.

Oh how I have missed his taste! I turn my head as I lift up then take him back in all the way till his cock is down my throat. My fingers digging into his flesh kneading it as I bob up and down on his gorgeous cock, my tongue swirling over the head relishing the taste.

My right hand leaving his body to touch my own cock - gripping it tightly and stroking it. I moan and whimper getting closer and closer but not allowing myself to fall over that edge till I taste his release.

[lu_cif_er]

I gaze down at him as he lavishes my cock attempting to sate my need but then the lust begins to wane within me and my home ripples and the bars of my prison solidify to remind me of what my reality has become.

I push him away, his gorgeous lips coming off me in a wet popping sound that mocks his intentions. He looks up at me from the hard stone floor, his eyes displaying a myriad of emotion, shock, hurt, disappointment, anger, yet still beneath all that loving.

My cock now soft I stand and move away from him. Anger emerging that he would bring himself down to my level. That he be willing to damn a soul to this for eterenity.

I snarl, almost spit my words at him. "This is not your sacrifice to make Andrew!"

[andrew_angel]

The pain rips through as does anger. I snarl up at him, "How dare you say that! You took your love from me! And until you are free of this prison I ache with a pain that threatens to destroy me!"

I stand and grab my robe and the syringe from its pocket, "I waited for so long for you! Too fucking long Lucifer! Only to have you decide you love me and want me and give me everything I thought I would only have in my dreams!"

I stalk closer to him, "Then you banish me! Is this all part of who you are Lucifer? Is it some sick twisted perverse joy you are getting? I want that blood. I will give you what you want - what you gave me then took away!"

[lu_cif_er]

I narrow my eyes at him as he comes closer then when he is finished his tirade I take a step and reach out to grab and twist the syringe cruelly out of his hand.

I crush it effortlessly and throw the broken shards aside as I snarl at him. "I am who I am Andrew. You fell in love with this. Do not complain now because you have to deal with it."

I step in close to him and growl in his face. "You on the other hand are becoming someone I do not recognise. My love has tainted you."

[andrew_angel]

I look at him in disbelief and growl at him, "Taking your love away has done this Lucifer! I can not live without it or you! I do not wish too!"

Even as he stands before me sneering at me my body aches for his touch and my heart breaks at his harsh words. My hands reach up and take his face and I look into his dark cruel eyes, my lips almost touching his and I whisper, "I love you Lucifer, please..."

[lu_cif_er]

His smell wafts up to my nose as his breath flows across my lips. I falter, my eyes slipping closed as I reach up to caress his cheek, his skin soft and warm under my touch. "Patience Andrew."

I breath in as I open my eyes. "If I give you what you want now it will just make you want more." I pull myself away from him turning my back and walking away. "You should not have come back here."

[andrew_angel]

As he pulls away I feel as if he is draining me of life. I reach for him, but he turns his back to me telling me I should not have come. I slump down to bed, my red robe in my lap as my hands rest there, my heart defeated.

My mind reminds me he must love e, he has not cast me aside. He does this for me, for us. I waited centuries for him, and even though I have tasted his love, I must once again wait.

Hanging my head I speak softly, "You are right Lucifer. My need for you drove me slightly mad... perhaps that is part of loving Satan."

I look at him, "But it is you, Lucifer, that I love. The angel under the mask. I have accepted the rest because of my love for you. I love you so much," I hear my voice break slightly, "so much my love."

[lu_cif_er]

I listen to him say that my love has driven him mad and my heart aches to the core. I understand more than anyone what love can drive you to do.

But it is you, Lucifer, that I love. The angel under the mask. I have accepted the rest because of my love for you. I love you so much, so much my love.

I keep my back to him and look out between the bars surrounding us. The skies beyond my prison darken along with my mood. I do not face him as his face to go along with his words would only drag me back to his feet.

I clench my jaw. "Leave. Do not make me banish you once again."

[andrew_angel]

I feel a chill run through my body and my breath taken away. I fear I will never again have him, never feel his touch - or his love. The sting of my tears shame me and I bite my lower lip to stop them from falling.

Standing I slip my robe back on and move closer to him, close enough to touch but I resist. I want to beg him to take me, to make love to me one more time... but I refuse to give up hope.

"I'm lost as to what to do my love, so all I can do is obey you. I love you Lucifer, no matter what, I love you."

With that I slip through the ether to my home, a prison of my own. Everything here is a reminder it is only me. Slipping to my knees I close my eyes and let the shameful tears fall.

[lu_cif_er]

I roar out my rage and the walls around me shimmer bright with flames! It is time to reek havoc and call on a debt to be paid!

I seek out his soul and in an instant I am where he is and I reach out taking his throat in my hand holding his feet off the ground bringing his face close to mine. "You have not fulfilled our bargain."

I spit his name and snarl at him. "Thomas who is it your soul seeks?" I look into his eyes and I see the one who holds his heart. "It seems you do have a heart after all." I sneer and laugh. "My demons will find him and I will take him down to the bowels with me and I will use him as my plaything until you pay up!"

He tries to speak but I squeeze my hand tighter. "Forgive me but I have somewhere I need to be and I don't want you interrupting." With that I crush his neck and drop him.