Jul 06, 2009 23:57
I was reminded today... how many things I truely miss...
Some things from my past, some things from only a few days ago
Some are friends, others are emotions
Some have l only need to remember, the rest are long gone...
When will it end? When will I find something I won't ever lose, something I can hold and cherish til the end of days. Someone I can pour my emotions and feelings into, someone to hold when the world is just too much, someone to be happy I'm alive the same way I'm happy they are...
My friend Ray told me that I'm always falling for the impossible girls. Which isn't too far from the truth... I'm not doin it on purpose! idk... idk wat to think or believe or even wat steps to take! it's like I'm floating in space, surrounded by rocks. One rock leading to the next, and so on, until I can't see wat lies in the distance. and I don't know where to go... everything is a possibility, yet I can lose all of them with a single misstep...
I don't want to lose anything else, but I can't accomplish anything without sacrifice.
So the real questions are... wat can I live without, and wat do I want more...?