Aug 15, 2006 22:00
Well I am all done with the doctors. After the seizure, ambulance, and stack after stack of medical bills; they have found absolutely nothing wrong with me (medically =) ). The dam doctors ran every test they could talk me into and still not one reasonable guess at what caused it. Even went to a neurologist, "who just got off the boat and could barely speak english" and he just put me on medication, "TO BE SAFE!" It screws with me so much, and the symptoms vary depending on my mood.
If I'm mad I start to get a head ache and a bigger than normal temper, if I'm tired I get nauseous and my mind blurs, and if I am happy I almost feel high. Just in my own little world floating around.
In the end this experience has left me frustrated and cynical of the whole medical field. I am left with between 3 to 4 thousand dollars in debt. Most of it from the emergency room trip where they just stuffed me into a corner and ignored me for hours. The experience has created many unanswered questions and has left me slightly confused and uneasy.
P.S. Do you know that it is illegal to drive a car for six months after a seizure in michigan? If I have a seizure while driving and kill someone, I get a felony and go to jail for months to years! But I've never been one to listen to doctors. How does the state expect people to work and survive without transportation!
Well I say fuck you doctors and the state. I'm sorry but I have going to be driving to work and school, I have no chose. I will not put that burden on my family.