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Wow, I just finished reading everybodys posts from the last two weeks, which was the last time I was even online, really. I didn't get to respond to everyone I wanted to, but I did read them.
Well, as both Amanda and Natalie have said, we have every single one of our classes together so if you want to know my schedule look at their live journals, 'cause I can't remember exactly what period everything is in. I should probably memorize that before school starts though, huh?
And tomarrow is September first. There's less than a week before school starts. I think I'm going to have a panic attack. I'll get over it I guess, but I still think things are going way too fast. I am so not ready to be a senior. At the same time, I'm totally ready to go to college next year. Very excited, in fact.
I guess it's just that "I don't want to leave, but I really want to go" thing. Graduating seems so final...in that once I graduate high school, I can never go back. And in many ways that scares me. At the same time I'm so fed up with my life right now. In my situation there are too many people controlling me that shouldn't even have that much of an influence on me. But they do. And it's driving me insane. I want to be in control of myself.
But enough complaining. I have to wake up early tomarrow to help my Mommy set up her classroom, which is much more fun then it sounds like. And despite myself, I can't wait to see everybody at school again. I've missed everybody, and next year definatly will be fun. Just scary. That's all. I can handle it.
~Alicia~
Well, as both Amanda and Natalie have said, we have every single one of our classes together so if you want to know my schedule look at their live journals, 'cause I can't remember exactly what period everything is in. I should probably memorize that before school starts though, huh?
And tomarrow is September first. There's less than a week before school starts. I think I'm going to have a panic attack. I'll get over it I guess, but I still think things are going way too fast. I am so not ready to be a senior. At the same time, I'm totally ready to go to college next year. Very excited, in fact.
I guess it's just that "I don't want to leave, but I really want to go" thing. Graduating seems so final...in that once I graduate high school, I can never go back. And in many ways that scares me. At the same time I'm so fed up with my life right now. In my situation there are too many people controlling me that shouldn't even have that much of an influence on me. But they do. And it's driving me insane. I want to be in control of myself.
But enough complaining. I have to wake up early tomarrow to help my Mommy set up her classroom, which is much more fun then it sounds like. And despite myself, I can't wait to see everybody at school again. I've missed everybody, and next year definatly will be fun. Just scary. That's all. I can handle it.
~Alicia~