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My brain literally feels as though it's going to explode, and my whole body feels like mush. I don't know if this is physical or psychological, but it's starting to get out of control. There's nothing to take for this. At least as far as I know.
And yet there's never any time. I don't have time to take care of myself. I don't have time to make doctors appointments, to remember to take pills, to fight to try to figure out what the hell this is because the doctors I do go to couldn't care less about me.
If this were Grey's Anatomy things would be different. I would stumble into Seattle Grace with my symptoms and Dr. McDreamy and Army Sergent Bad Ass would swoop me off my feet and argue over the cure. After an overly dramatic scene where Izzy and Alex get into a fight while giving me an MRI, I would be diagnosed and rushed to some sort of surgery that would make it all better. Meredeth might drop one of my internal organs, but in the end I would be cured and maybe even accidentally run into McSteamy and some chick (maybe Callie?) getting it on. Oh, if only things were like Greys.
In the mean time, I just need to make it out of this semester alive ; )
And yet there's never any time. I don't have time to take care of myself. I don't have time to make doctors appointments, to remember to take pills, to fight to try to figure out what the hell this is because the doctors I do go to couldn't care less about me.
If this were Grey's Anatomy things would be different. I would stumble into Seattle Grace with my symptoms and Dr. McDreamy and Army Sergent Bad Ass would swoop me off my feet and argue over the cure. After an overly dramatic scene where Izzy and Alex get into a fight while giving me an MRI, I would be diagnosed and rushed to some sort of surgery that would make it all better. Meredeth might drop one of my internal organs, but in the end I would be cured and maybe even accidentally run into McSteamy and some chick (maybe Callie?) getting it on. Oh, if only things were like Greys.
In the mean time, I just need to make it out of this semester alive ; )