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I am so angry right now, I just really need to rant...
I am so upset...holy crap. He just haunts me where ever I go doesn't he? It wasn't enough that he left our family and fucking made me feel like the worst person in the world because apparently, I don't matter to him anymore. So I tried and I tried to fix things, but whenever I tried, SHE always had to come along. He wanted HER to be a part of my life, and that's not what I wanted. He made it clear is was either make her a part of my life or hit the highway, so I hit the highway like road kill.
And he hasn't stopped since then. He makes my mom pay off their mutual credit card debt when HE was the one who maxed out all their credit cards before she could take her name off of them. He makes my brother feel like crap when he tried to shorten their alotted court time because Daniel didn't get along with HER kid. And now, he's trying to get out of all responsibility by taking my mom to court to try and stop payments when she's not even asking him to help with my college at all. And what does he do? Now it looks like he's dropping the court case after my mom already has spent 2000 dollars on a lawyer. Money that could have been helping me with college. But no. He hasn't ruined my life enough yet. He hasn't ruined all of our lives enough yet, he just has to make it even more obvious that he doesn't give a crap about us.
And there's soooooooo much more that I can't even type right now because I'm shaking so bad...holy shit. I haven't been this angry and upset in awhile. but seriously, when is it going to end? When can I just forget about him and move on with my life without him constantly popping up every once and awhile to say "P.S-- I still hate you!"
UUUURRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so upset...holy crap. He just haunts me where ever I go doesn't he? It wasn't enough that he left our family and fucking made me feel like the worst person in the world because apparently, I don't matter to him anymore. So I tried and I tried to fix things, but whenever I tried, SHE always had to come along. He wanted HER to be a part of my life, and that's not what I wanted. He made it clear is was either make her a part of my life or hit the highway, so I hit the highway like road kill.
And he hasn't stopped since then. He makes my mom pay off their mutual credit card debt when HE was the one who maxed out all their credit cards before she could take her name off of them. He makes my brother feel like crap when he tried to shorten their alotted court time because Daniel didn't get along with HER kid. And now, he's trying to get out of all responsibility by taking my mom to court to try and stop payments when she's not even asking him to help with my college at all. And what does he do? Now it looks like he's dropping the court case after my mom already has spent 2000 dollars on a lawyer. Money that could have been helping me with college. But no. He hasn't ruined my life enough yet. He hasn't ruined all of our lives enough yet, he just has to make it even more obvious that he doesn't give a crap about us.
And there's soooooooo much more that I can't even type right now because I'm shaking so bad...holy shit. I haven't been this angry and upset in awhile. but seriously, when is it going to end? When can I just forget about him and move on with my life without him constantly popping up every once and awhile to say "P.S-- I still hate you!"
UUUURRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!