Balance
I don't seem to have my balance anymore. My middle ground seems to have dried up like a puddle on a hot July afternoon. I don't have a career (Not from lack of trying), I drink too much, I don't sleep, and I can't seem to figure out how to get to that next phase of my life. I want to be able to stick to my dreams and work towards them, but the longer that I'm out there, the harder it's getting. I'm starting to fear that my potential is in the same state as that middle ground I mentioned before.
I need a do-over button or something. Ha, if I could invent that then I'd be rich enough not to have these issues anymore.
Did I have talent, or was I just reading too much of my own press?
Who knows. I need my balance back. I need that uncanny ability to let problems and worries slide off my back again. Everything has been sticking to me and I'm getting weighted down.
I think I should just pack my bags, throw a dart on the map and start over there. I see where I'm going right now here, and it's not good. Not good at all.
I need a do-over button or something. Ha, if I could invent that then I'd be rich enough not to have these issues anymore.
Did I have talent, or was I just reading too much of my own press?
Who knows. I need my balance back. I need that uncanny ability to let problems and worries slide off my back again. Everything has been sticking to me and I'm getting weighted down.
I think I should just pack my bags, throw a dart on the map and start over there. I see where I'm going right now here, and it's not good. Not good at all.