life and the damnation

May 26, 2007 12:11

i'm lonely, but not alone, like a foster.
My legs are shaking, because i guess everyone always knew, I was broken on the inside and all i did was stay and watch life passing me by while couldn't move and no one stopped to ask me if everything is okay. Now I feel guilty to be happy, surely there had to be a way to smile again.
If i be alive in next 5 months, I'm sure there will be brighter days with a Beautiful sunshine ahead of me.
I'm just staring at the sky waiting for it. Sadness and emptiness behind the smiles as I pass pale strange faces throught the dark tunnel of life.
Yes I'm sure one day i'll learn that no place will make me happier.
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