Apr 21, 2005 09:10
...HOPE.
That's what I told my kids in homeroom yesterday. And the day before. In a way (a weird one) I juest feel it is. Considering how hard I try not to feel (those who feel no know pain...ladeedah), that's a big, big thing.
Maybe love is hope
Maybe not
I dunno.
I guess I'm a bit hypocritical in saying that (just a teenyweenysmallminiscule bit) because I don't believe it much (partlystillkindasorta do though)
These days I straddle the line between.
HOPE and DESPAIR in a balancing act in a state I call...
I dunno.
That way I'm not too frustratingly ideal (HOPE-ing) or too blooming depressed (DESPAIR-ing.)
Both are terribly and stupidly extreme.
DOes it help?
HoHumIdon'tKnow! MaybeMaybeNot
LIFE doesn't say much.
He just really is. Hahahadeehadeeha