Depressed
Today was relatively smooth at work. Things were ok, didn't get as much done as I had hoped. I'm severly depressed today. Having one of those days where I feel like I can't do anything right, where I feel dumb and being overly critical over myself. I'm also feeling extremely ugly..not that its new, but usually it doesn't bother me. My depression meds don't seem to be working any more. I feel like I'm almost back to the way I was before I started them(always hating myself and always debating suiside). Hopefully the shrink I see friday will be able to help me out. So depressed I don't even want sex...and thats pretty damn low.