Campin'
Returned from camping today. Had some fun, but realized I hate camping. I probably have for a while actually. I decided that in the future, "camping" will now involve a trailer, or perhaps an RV rental of some sorts. Going camping and the whole thing is nice and all, but setting up and sitting in a super hot or super cold tent just doesn't work for me. All the garbage and junk that needs to be taken out and put away. Packing the truck, blah blah blah. Oh well. We went river rafting a bit this weekend too, got sunburnt. But no surprise there. hehe
I've been feeling awkwardly lonely lately and I don't like it. Somethings gotta give in that department. Being the 3rd wheel to Peter and Katie or Josh and Heather is getting old fast.
I regret a lot of the mistakes I have made in the relationship department. Still a few ex's that I feel I could have been quite happy with today if I had done things differently. My therapist insisted that is healthy and helps to make me a better person. But I dunno, it feels counterproductive to me to think about all the things I could have done differently to make relationships work when I should be looking forward. My past 2 or 3 partners have been SUPER awesome, and I'm having a hard time believeing that I'll ever find anyone as good or better. I am a screw up when it comes to having amazing things handed to me and then pissing it away. *sigh* Oh well. Onward I go.
I'm tired, off to bed. This weekend drained me. *bows humbly*
I've been feeling awkwardly lonely lately and I don't like it. Somethings gotta give in that department. Being the 3rd wheel to Peter and Katie or Josh and Heather is getting old fast.
I regret a lot of the mistakes I have made in the relationship department. Still a few ex's that I feel I could have been quite happy with today if I had done things differently. My therapist insisted that is healthy and helps to make me a better person. But I dunno, it feels counterproductive to me to think about all the things I could have done differently to make relationships work when I should be looking forward. My past 2 or 3 partners have been SUPER awesome, and I'm having a hard time believeing that I'll ever find anyone as good or better. I am a screw up when it comes to having amazing things handed to me and then pissing it away. *sigh* Oh well. Onward I go.
I'm tired, off to bed. This weekend drained me. *bows humbly*