Being Selfish
I've come to undestand selfishness as a blind act based on oone souls personal desires with noo concern,care or thought to anyone else who may be involved. I don't feel completely selfish I do care about one of the thee parties involved wishes and ideas so much that I only joke with them on the subject. It's just fucked up that I feel like I'm being pulled away from people I truly care for whether they are family or friends. Why because I have to deal with that ugly ass word "jealousy" it's so bad I feel like I can hardly talk to or about the few ladies I refer to as sisters. I miss everyone I know and at this rate I'll still be missing them for a long time to come. There is only one woman I would date if I were to leave the one I'm with and since she hasn't opened that door ain't knockin (yes I respect her that much) I'll be a single guy for a very long time