Final Post
To answer a few questions...
Yes I has a row.
Yes I was pissed.
And yes I'm not gonna post in this LJ anymore. I've calmed down considerably and the stuff with Nicki is smoothed over already, but I'm still not gonna post in here anymore. I have reasons, and much of them stem from the fact that there is:
1. A lot of people who don't really post back.
2. Most of my buds are gone anyways.
3. I'm feeling a bit self-destructive right now
4. After said self-destruction, I might rebuild.
I've done my damage.
I don't know, I might make a new one in the future.
But I'm not gonna totally delete it.
I might want to look at it one day.
If you see an odd name, then chances are it's me.
But if you don't, either one of three things happened:
1. I'm full of shit and I wimped out.
2. I haven't got to it yet.
3. I forgot.
Heh...I find it ironic that I had an LJ because of a girl, and events surrounding a girl led to its death.
It's been about a year now. I made this because I thought Mariah would notice me if I posted things about me, but after lots of hell through that, it ended up being somewhere I could rant in without much damage (more or less). Over time, I got to know lots of people through LJ. After events with Vanessa and Mariah (which I won't get into), Nicki got one. And I posted my words of love in here. Or words of sadness whenever she was gone. Or words of fury when I was pissed. But oddly enough, LJ isn't exclusive, and lots of dudes can read what I write. Or type.
Yes I still am as EMO as I was a year ago when I started this one, but hey. I've grown a lot in other ways since then. There were times when I argued with a crapload of people on here. There are times that I met people on here (i.e. Erika). Hell, I got involved in the FHS student community last year by this thing.
And now things have gotten....well, they are what they are.
I do miss the old Seniors.
No, this is not some pipe dream of Gargamel.
Don't eat the fish.
Hare Krishna.
And goodbye.
;D
Yes I has a row.
Yes I was pissed.
And yes I'm not gonna post in this LJ anymore. I've calmed down considerably and the stuff with Nicki is smoothed over already, but I'm still not gonna post in here anymore. I have reasons, and much of them stem from the fact that there is:
1. A lot of people who don't really post back.
2. Most of my buds are gone anyways.
3. I'm feeling a bit self-destructive right now
4. After said self-destruction, I might rebuild.
I've done my damage.
I don't know, I might make a new one in the future.
But I'm not gonna totally delete it.
I might want to look at it one day.
If you see an odd name, then chances are it's me.
But if you don't, either one of three things happened:
1. I'm full of shit and I wimped out.
2. I haven't got to it yet.
3. I forgot.
Heh...I find it ironic that I had an LJ because of a girl, and events surrounding a girl led to its death.
It's been about a year now. I made this because I thought Mariah would notice me if I posted things about me, but after lots of hell through that, it ended up being somewhere I could rant in without much damage (more or less). Over time, I got to know lots of people through LJ. After events with Vanessa and Mariah (which I won't get into), Nicki got one. And I posted my words of love in here. Or words of sadness whenever she was gone. Or words of fury when I was pissed. But oddly enough, LJ isn't exclusive, and lots of dudes can read what I write. Or type.
Yes I still am as EMO as I was a year ago when I started this one, but hey. I've grown a lot in other ways since then. There were times when I argued with a crapload of people on here. There are times that I met people on here (i.e. Erika). Hell, I got involved in the FHS student community last year by this thing.
And now things have gotten....well, they are what they are.
I do miss the old Seniors.
No, this is not some pipe dream of Gargamel.
Don't eat the fish.
Hare Krishna.
And goodbye.
;D