why....anything really
Natasha
I think I'm depressed. Like really. Over the past few days I've just been up and down, up and down. I feel at times like this is the place where I need to be, and then sometimes I feel like all these annoying people would just leave me the hell alone. Now get it wrong, most of these people are greet friends, but sometimes you just need time to yourself or you want to study and really their always in here. In my room, constantly with the jeeps and the engines and the arguing. Oh God the fucking arguing. Who really gives a fuck! I mean seriously, don't come in here with the sole purpose of arguing about what diesel engine is better or whether chevys are better than gm or what not. I don't care and frankly, me and ken have better shit to do. And sometimes its just annoying and irritating being a minority on campus. Most of my friends are minorities at their respective campuses...but here, it's different. Like way different. So little diveristy is rather scary. If you know me even remotely well, you'll remember that I more attracted to hispanics than any other race. Well, when white girls with tans start looking hispanic, you know you've run into serious trouble. But I'll manage somehow. I always have and I always will. You just kinda let it pass you by, you wait out the storm, something I'm uncannily good at. It's my gift of patience. I can wait for nigh eternity for things to go my way.
Anyway, Natasha, thanks for listening to my rant and stuff. I'll try not to bore you as much next time.
Till next time
M.H.
I think I'm depressed. Like really. Over the past few days I've just been up and down, up and down. I feel at times like this is the place where I need to be, and then sometimes I feel like all these annoying people would just leave me the hell alone. Now get it wrong, most of these people are greet friends, but sometimes you just need time to yourself or you want to study and really their always in here. In my room, constantly with the jeeps and the engines and the arguing. Oh God the fucking arguing. Who really gives a fuck! I mean seriously, don't come in here with the sole purpose of arguing about what diesel engine is better or whether chevys are better than gm or what not. I don't care and frankly, me and ken have better shit to do. And sometimes its just annoying and irritating being a minority on campus. Most of my friends are minorities at their respective campuses...but here, it's different. Like way different. So little diveristy is rather scary. If you know me even remotely well, you'll remember that I more attracted to hispanics than any other race. Well, when white girls with tans start looking hispanic, you know you've run into serious trouble. But I'll manage somehow. I always have and I always will. You just kinda let it pass you by, you wait out the storm, something I'm uncannily good at. It's my gift of patience. I can wait for nigh eternity for things to go my way.
Anyway, Natasha, thanks for listening to my rant and stuff. I'll try not to bore you as much next time.
Till next time
M.H.